Realizing I might not be such a good friend!!!!

I've been living in a vacuum. I'm trying to catch up on the people who mean alot to me that aren't in my immediate circle and I'm seeing that I SUCK.

Where have I been??

What has been so important that I can't get some time to real blogs or our board??

No excuses, no blame laying just a vacuum of self lothing and pain.

I'm SORRY to everyone I've been basically ignoring.

Jer

Crazy lazy long weekend

I'm pretty much a hit and miss blogger. Much of my life is like this. One thing that doen't get missed is my son. We are very close and supportive of each other. He and I have been on our own since his birth and with some of his difficulties I have pretty much shut down my life.

I work a ways away from home so I'm always thinking I'm not the best mom, just the best I can be at the moment.