Vision's?????
How is it that we can watch them grow day by day, dream by dream and still we can be totally thrown?
I've seen that face in front of me since the day I first dreamed him and today I wanted to pull my hair out. The pain he went thru was nothing I could imagine for him, yet I was responsible for it. Yeah, I know it's just braces, but I wanted to smack the technician and the Doctor and say "ENOUGH, Hasn't he had enough?"
I've had dreams of him since I found out I was going to have him. I knew he was going to be a "HE" since before I found out thru ultrasound. I dreamt he was going to be in trouble during labor so that he would need to be delivered by C-Section, this too can true.
I've seem him in my dreams growing up, and right next to me..... why do I have to change my vision of him??? And have to put him thru the pain to change that vision???
I know that this is a good thing, I know this is the right thing... But why does he have to look more like his father??????
Jer-who had to make the call to subject my precious boy to more as one of the cruddy things is just hanging by a wire. He noticed it when he woke up from a nap this afternoon.